i'm scared

a new fear has awaken...


woke up in the middle of an alarming noise of the ambulance running to and fro the street passing our apartment. that was past 5am.

thought it was another scary dream for me. thought i was just hearing the noise subconciously... then subconsciously, i asked angel: "ano kaya yun?" (i wonder what it is?)

surprisingly she answered: "oo nga ate e, nagising nga ako ang ingay ingay ng ambulance..."

later the alarm of the firetrucks filled the air, we could barely hear the sound of the ambulance.

angel and i went to the rooftop to check what was happening.

there was a fire kilometer away from our apartment.

then it we went back to bed.

i realized then that a new fear was born in me...

had a little fear in heights, an enclosed space makes me difficult to breath... an now i have a fear in ambulance and fire truck alarms.

good thing there is snoop dog i can hug to comfort me.

so i went back to bed again, i still have 45 minutes before i have to wake up again.